sabar n ikhlas

salam

"sabar dan ikhlas" huhu..i got it from some movie.
hum, ckp senang la.but can we reallly do it? can i really do it?
it's very hard for me to say and do..
i know the rules, the borders and th elimits, but still i do it. it comes from the many manyyears of living. it didn't just happened yesterday, that i could simply forget and turn on a new leaf..
huhu, but ALLAH MAHA PENGAMPUN, so as hamba-NYA, i should be more willing to do anything..huhu
i know im not perfect, but i;ll try to do the same thing.
but, strong forces nak kena get rid off..wuhh! i actually have no idea pon on HOW?

hum, im just glad that sanity is still with me.

syukur.

taa

2nd thoughts

it's a good thing to have them( second thoguhts). i mean sometimes lah.
btw, mesti everyone is almost overjoyed to know how my results turn out, right?
well, as u know now i think i can compare myself to britney spe4rs! haha.. becoz3..
she said

oops i did it again

haha..and that's what i'm just about to say:
OOPS ! I DID IT AGAIN!
lol

and, sadly my parents are not with me at the moment.
their absence around me make my world gone lonelier like never before!

my mama just called me and we chat for a couple of minutes.
the first question she popped was, sunyi tak duduk kat rumah?

alolol, knp mama tnye? memang la i sunyi.
with u not around!
gosh! i miss them even more.
well , i try not to of course! by 'fb'ing, watching telly, and chatting.
but, it seems the quote" i' m a SPOILT BRAT" is definitely true!
i am.

oh bugger!

all i want now is them to come back home safe and sound so that i can hug them and tell them i luv them like hell!
haha
haha
haha

sob sob *sniff sniff*

the road not taken *sigh*

science stuffs like med or acc?

confusion3..
yes, u heard me right.
i think im confuse with all the things that have been going on through my head?
im just a big fat loser!

i think i don't deserve any better.
i should have took the road not taken!

(or probably NOT)


for now, i really do not know!
i had a feeling of this coming to me.
but , i didnt think THIS could be happening o me!
ya ALLAH<>
why am i having second thoughts?
am i not in the correct way?

or am in the right direction?

hmm, i am this tingly feeling again like when my SPM RESULTS was out 2 yrs ago.

my happy ending

hi. it's not my happy ending.
it's not even a happy day.this one week semester break is well sufficient enough for me to let go of my mourning times.
i just have to let it go.although some may not see me sad and all those "i-need-tissues moments" but i really am sad!

it's so stupid to re-think about it.
haihh, it was all my fault! i should have focused!
i dunno
it's getting serious day by day
can i really get over it?(which i aim of really3 getting over with this sadness, btw)hoho

anyways, apa lagi mau,nasi sudah jadi bubur
what i hope is that i can get 'there' and join azhfu in 2012.yeah! im so gonna be there and feel all the coziness n just chillax while i further std. insyaA


ehm, and i just listened to the climb last night! man, that song really takes in a deep meaning!

"I COULD ALMOST SEE IT, THE DREAMS I'M DREAMING.BUT.."

Aaah..it's so hard to bear.

u know what, i just wish i could turn back time. i dunno, just escape from this world for a while ;
all i could do is just spend time with my OHANA
and try to figure out my life in my sweet yet compelling dreams
if only i could fix anything that was wrong
if only i could just not be here right now
if only i could jump from the sky and let go of my pain in the darkness


WELL, those stuffs are most probably would never be in MIND

duh, ring-a-ding. earth 2 me, earth 2 me

those are for pessimists!

i'm an optimist.so, aer u gtg change i still have time.

just got to have that spirit in ya gal

hee


that's all there is and there isn't anymore

u r the first to know

hey hoo..
i did it again.i'm in!
well, it's just temporarily btw.
*previously:
- results last sem- regret
- finals- afraid of the outcome
*currently:
- semester break- help me family out.or sthg like that. hehehh