proses nak jadi budak uitm

assalamualaikum...
it was registration day. 29th december 09.the night before the so-called big day, i had promised a friend to go with me together.but, suddenly, she said her parents can't come and send her to my house.aww.then, we figured , it's okay, we'll just see each other tomorrow.huhu.xpe kesah pon.

okay, on that day, i went with me mama.we depart from home at 7.30am-ish. yeah, sangat awal! huhu
but, heck, it's a one hour journey okayy! and look who's driving? me?
haha..mmg la kan..whatever.

and guess what, we arrived at nearly 9am.the registration wasn't even fully set-up ponn.haha( as expected of course) :P
so, lpas parking kereta and all, jalan2 sikit npk khairiyah.hehe
was glad of course found a puncak-ian over there.others were all foundation students , isupposed. the girls looked okay, some look old and some look cheeky.haha
the guys, ehem2, some are good looking and some are childish like hell.haha.kalau hot, hot jugee.haha,can't deny that. ohh, i wish kan best kalau ade guys like that in my batch.haha( NOT) or else menggatal je. LOL
better cari other faculty punye students.har3


anyways, first i went into this room, kasi borang n etc, pastuh, isi la borg.pak cik kat kaunter tu ckp " lepas ni, pergi ambil gmbar yer".
i pon said," ok".
tapi, i was wondering why are there so many ppl amek files and all? haha..i biar je la.i pergi keluar bilik tuh.haha

then, kua2, tgk2 kena amek file2 tuh n baju batik.
hoho..so, masuk la balek. n mind u, xsystematic kot flow diorg.haha
tp, xkesah janji dpt lepas jd dak degree.LOL

lepas kua bilik tu, baru gi ambik gambar for my matrix card.hehe
i took the first lane.hee..
npk cm xramai org pun.
pastu, since i went alone, i had no one to comment on how my tudung looked like? ( macam" ok tak tudung i)
argh, saat tu agak memalukan sikit.hehe
i just had to take out my compact mirror.hee
nak check myself.yelahh,,i'm going to wear that matrix card for another LONG 2 an d a half years kot!!

hehe
so, dgn selambe check la. WHy was i quite ashamed? sbb dpan i, 3 guys were sitting and chatting,haha
they look good btw.haha
tp , again sdey, xde org nk gossip2.(yelah, that's what girls do kann)

em, then dah amek card kat another counter, i pon exit that building. and nak balek dah.
pastu, i ckp kat me mama, "ma, i want to go to melati first.boley x?" my mom pon ok je..she said, nk pergi mne2 pergi la, mama ikut jer.hehe ( btw, my dad xikot, wOH, alhmdlh :P)
hahahaha..klo tdak keadaan laen sket, cuz he'll be driving the car not me! urghh


okay, mse kt that college, i asked the ppl over there, how can i apply 4 a college? nak bt rayuan cmne kan? since it stated that kemudahn xdisediakn.huhu
so after AWHILE WAITING, lpas the people over there talked and made a few calls, they came with a respond.one of them said, mmg disediakn kolej utk ur batch, dak2 accounts.hoho.
i was actually stunned!! yelah, rumours yg kate xdpt kolej tu xbetol lah.huhu

so, i dpat taw i troz msg one of my friend. imintak tlg die forward msg to my housemates.hehe
alahamdulillah ssume dapat kolej dah sekarang.hee
tpi cume aisyah nazu je blom cuz she's in UK.hee
tp xpe, i think buley lagi.hehe. sbb org kolej kate 100 belas belas mmg provided utk kitorg.HAH!

i was again terkejut! lol
and happy la.hehe

p/s: to those yg nk apply better pergi cepat2, sekarang. mmg ade la katenyer. insyaAllah kalau ada rezeki.

ok, that's all i guess.
lpas abes daftar, i balek rumah and tlg tengk me mama kemas2 rumah.hehehehe..yela, i dont noe how to sangat.she does though.


all in all, daftar tu best la.i get to do things i want to.hehe
xperlu nk tggu my dad hantar sume.yey!! i feel guilty when someone is waiting for me. huhu..( i wonder why some ppl xkesah biar org laen tggu for them) huk3 tp, emergency xpe laa..klo sllu ,haihh ,nk kena ar!! haha..

that's all for that big day.
and sorry no pics.was busy. forgot to ask me mama to take.hehe..camera dlm my bag.kakakaa

all rainbow has its ends

salam wbt..

i just wanted to thank everyone who has been with me for all the emotional commotion.hehe
since, today is already the 10th of Muharram, i better put my new resolutions straight.
one of them is to succeed. insyaAllah.
as you know, i'm going to start a new semester ahead of me.and this time, i'll start from the beginning! woohoo! all the pointers and grades are left behind.what's left is just me and my hope-to-be new way of thinking!
i'll be like a new born baby( literally, of course) :P
so, really need to focus and all. plus, there's a long way to go!
if let say, i break down again! i need your support.
i don't mean only academically here, guys but also in EVERYthiNG.insyaAllah.

so, although i'm down now, it doesnt me im always going to be like that, would i?
( anndd, if god's will, i'll WILL TRY to use all of your advices)

p/s: i pray for everyone to succeed.if u're in the same situation like me, do tell. we can talk about it.maybe get some coffee 2gether? LOL
n to those who have already fly fly away and will be flying away , keep in touch and don;t forget being YOUrself overthere. or better, improve yourself :)
hehehe

as to finish this emo-piece-of-note, i would like to say.thanks fr being my friend.
if E= lovely,
lovely= friend,
then, E=friend.get it?

yes i admit!

yes, totally! i admit of missing my mom n dad.huhu.well, they've been there for awhile now, and i haven't even started cleaning and re-arranging the house( which i was supposed to do, of course)
well, i did DO SOME, but THAT was in the first 2 weeks.haha.now, it's a mess.thank goodness, my brother just vaccuumed the living room downstairs just now.hehe.i guess i ought to do the same thing.tomorrow will be a new start for me. i hope i wake up early so i could turn my plans into reality! it's that time of the month where i feel the cravings! hehe
and, due to this anxiety of mine, i guess, i'll treat myself with an ice cream.let's just see how it's going to turn out, shall we?

and also, take some photos as evidence.
oh that'll be just sweeeet!
<3

till then.
p/s: i hope i get the house ready in time for them to get back!
sparkling kleeeeen :)

2nd thoughts

it's a good thing to have them( second thoguhts). i mean sometimes lah.
btw, mesti everyone is almost overjoyed to know how my results turn out, right?
well, as u know now i think i can compare myself to britney spe4rs! haha.. becoz3..
she said

oops i did it again

haha..and that's what i'm just about to say:
OOPS ! I DID IT AGAIN!
lol

and, sadly my parents are not with me at the moment.
their absence around me make my world gone lonelier like never before!

my mama just called me and we chat for a couple of minutes.
the first question she popped was, sunyi tak duduk kat rumah?

alolol, knp mama tnye? memang la i sunyi.
with u not around!
gosh! i miss them even more.
well , i try not to of course! by 'fb'ing, watching telly, and chatting.
but, it seems the quote" i' m a SPOILT BRAT" is definitely true!
i am.

oh bugger!

all i want now is them to come back home safe and sound so that i can hug them and tell them i luv them like hell!
haha
haha
haha

sob sob *sniff sniff*

the road not taken *sigh*

science stuffs like med or acc?

confusion3..
yes, u heard me right.
i think im confuse with all the things that have been going on through my head?
im just a big fat loser!

i think i don't deserve any better.
i should have took the road not taken!

(or probably NOT)


for now, i really do not know!
i had a feeling of this coming to me.
but , i didnt think THIS could be happening o me!
ya ALLAH<>
why am i having second thoughts?
am i not in the correct way?

or am in the right direction?

hmm, i am this tingly feeling again like when my SPM RESULTS was out 2 yrs ago.

like.no.other

why do you call a family tree a family tree?
a family or as i might compare it to a tree, is the basic need of A human being. with a family, a person shall know its background and really know that there are people of such kind.

For this precious entry,i would just like to babble some sort of what i feel about me familia.
well, firstly, i presume family=tree.(sort of) teehee :P

a tree is made up of branches, fruits and leaves. same goes to a family. a fam is made up of parents, sons, daughters, in laws, adn etc. they will not stop growing, nor do they remain alive forever.
what i mean is that, trees grows longer, bigger and bolder every second, but they too die,shed, and of course being cut( timberrrrrrrrrrrr).
so family pon , they too will be far apart, fell ill and sooner or later die.eventually, it is just made the way it is supposed to be, as ALLAH aLmighty had showed in the holy AQ.:)
alhamdulillah all of that are fate.qada n Qadar.

besides me telling you this tree-connection-with-family thing, i just realized how i love and treasure my family even MORE .<3
i am honestly not saying that ,i didn't get the chance to open my eyes before this, but i must say, this one day had suddenly made me cared for them at a humongous amount of love!


It was like this,before this( the old days..my younger times) i used to always fight and fight amongst my siblings.(yeah, who doesn't right??) LOL
then, when we got older, all that aja2 fighting fades away. well it is just the matter of time to get us be apart.of course!
some had to go away for studies and some had to go away because of work. but, what i know is deep down inside every one's heart, i just know that they do have this tiny miny bit of care and loves towards us.although we don't actually show it directly. but, we do have it.
and, i mean it.

we don't talk like other families talk to theirs,

we don't watch telly like other family watch,

we don't think like other families think, and

we have our own way of knowing that we must do this ,unlike other families know.

so, going back to the center of the post which is the tree, ahah! no family is the same, just like there is not as single tree which are of the same exact thing!
so, different trees have different ideas.
so, they also face different obstacles.

i very much agree, that my family has this one portion in the hundreds of thousands of trees here on earth, whereby i am apart of it! no matter how much i sometimes hate, at anger or are stressing out! i will always love, think of them, miss them and cherish them no matter what.

and i shall also compare mine to the other families out there, BECAUSE me familia are

like.no.other.

p/s: i am over the moon because i am so grateful of who i am and who my family is. we stick to each other although we are certainly not like "sticks"..haha

and, i think i should be a better person for the sake of my family.although i know that they know my capability but don;t excpect that much, just 4 who i am.

god, alhmdllh once again!

i cant think of another reason 4 me in writng this rather than to just say im glad n gr8"FULLL"

p/ss:: i told u im a spoilt brat with
lemons of love! kui3 :)

followers

helo. thanks for being my followers. or shall i say kawan 2 ku.
tapi, who' the 6th person? may i noe who u are? huhu
xkenal maka xtaw..haha
ade
hajar, thirah, sumi,aisyah, hazirh and..?
thanks,
tata

now, look who's FULL?

well, whaddya noe? again, at this KEDAI MAKAN.it was a treat from me sister. n of course me bro n me tagged along.
aha, it was a dinner treat. it was healthy of course.well, minus the fizzy drinks.lol
uhm, we planned it just the evening before.we were actually heading for "doomsnight"..hehe, because we had a movie to catch.it's playing at 9.40pm.
andd, thanks to my so-called-twin,anith she kindly bought the exculsive-3-tix.
hehe, muchos amiegoes :))
that too , i didnt plan, i actually inteded to buy the tix that morning. but, u know. hello? it's sleeping beauty we're talking about here! hahaha

and, then back to the makan2 story, here's some not-so-delicious pics but rather gambar2 kekenyangan..
lick it till the empty bowl! :))

this silver thingy was in front of me eye, so saja2 gatal nk amek gmbr jugak.haha.i guess, the restaurant was tempting.

this is the empty bowl.which u can see.. is sizzling hot.!

the fizzy drinks? haha
and the nyum2 thai sauce

again, the empty bowl! yeah..

this, is again same as above just from a different angle! lol..

we were too focused on eating sampai terlupa nk ambil gmbr b4 makan.

i guess, selepas pun bleyy :)

after dining out, us, the threeesome pergi lah jalan2.pastu, went for a quick shopping.haha..

yealh, it was nearly SHOWTIME! hehe..

( padahal , we already know that gsc won't start on time, cuz u know, ade bnyk pre-trailers before tuh) hehe

but, oh heck, so we hurried to the ground level.

( andd, fyi, i was wearing my new sandals, and saket kaki) LOL..yelah, i was lebey kurang running with the 'couple'..huhu

it kinda looks like this>>http://www.kaboodle.com/reviews/roxy-ciao-bella-black--sandals

btw, the end-of-day movie, was okay.

it could be fab, IF i wud just not be so optimistic about apa akan terjadi at the end of the movie.u know, for the first time, i had a positive side when watching a movie, i kept saying to myself that, it's ok, he won't die tragically, coz he's the main character! haahhaha..

memang not worth it cuz i lost the suspense of the whole storyline :)

haha..quite funny, ain't it.

tp, bgus lah that movie is to menyedarkan kita. dekantkan diri dengan-NYA.

alryte, that's all there is.there isn't anymore.

ya

yeayy..i just changed my blog layout! woohoo...
penat gak...
xtaw ar lawa ke tak
haha
first try
huhu
later :)

yeap..now's the time to upload fabulous pics! yee
this was taken during my batch's last makan2 held by our luving lecturers..derm~ i luv u puan2! hehehe

::enjoy::













yumm2, nganga yat.lol









sara,aishah,jihan,laily,me, yat n aisyah :P
yeah, my frens and i.bakal2 mak datin!haha..
tapi xcukup sorang!!

debo, yat n amira :)

together2..
haha

aisyah n me








welll , u know who! heh.laily, qilah, mel, n ima











frm left: ima,intan,sumi n syila

us with the paper plates :)

well, that's all i guess..
had been longing to posts them. but whaddya noe, the willpower just strikes! ouccch! :PP

yeah babyy!

step 1: finished! ready to serve! :) yumm3


step 2: serving time :) EAT lahh



step 3: Done! hehe..kenyanggg :)

hey ho!

yeah, I'm just so glad that i think i just got my willpower back! i hope so!

i just finished cooking! wee

oh wasn't it just jolly eh?

and i've already ate it! hehe

use some oil, onions, cabbage, carrots,chillies, a pinch of sugar and salt, oh yeah almost forgot kuew tiaw and some "kicap" and sauce.

wee

p/s: this is my FIRST TIME cooking alone! with no one watching or even eyeing me( well, there was my neighbour exercising at the back of her house , of course) tee hee

but, man, it was kinda delicious.TAPII, it was not as delicious as my mom's or sis's. huhu

that's a bit sad tho..

anyhoots, i was actually brave enough to do something! well, what do you expect i was kinda bored just staying at home! but, to think of it again, i was really grateful and all because it's a holiday! derm!

be sure i act fun or not i will just waste my one and a half momentous time just saying "i'm bored, bored, and bored"

i'm not ..seriously laa.

:)

em, anyways, i think i'd liked to posts some pics that i think that will give me some oomph..hee..later laa

okay, till then! love you till the end :))