Tuesday, November 16, 2010

changing

heyy..i'm not using this site since the past two days, so , whoever is following me, obviously or anonymously, keep noted eh? hehe

till then.

toodles.

*hugs*

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

cepat

get it right!

Thursday, September 9, 2010

end

1 "y did she cried n got so emo"

2 "ramadhan is ending soon"

1 "oh..i guess" tp,perlu ke emo mcm tu skali?"

2 "itulah,those who have a higher level of iman, they know and realised that, how
small we are.mereka takut tak sempat sampai ke ramadhan tahun hadapan"

1 " oh ic..now i get it. i've heard this before.mcm mne lah kita ni"


2 " awk, xsdih ke?"

1 " sedihla jugak. tak gemar sgt org emo mcm tu. because, it made wanna cry to. (dlm
hati: idk,i'm just glad u are still here.that alone, is enough for me"


above was a conversation between a couple of relatives.
hum,i dun know what to say.
i really am not myself anymore.
sometimes, there's that greeen creature staying inside of me. have u heard the story of the scientists who became a monster?
well, THAT!

that's all to this post.

p/s: im thinking of terminating my blog sooner or later.coz it consumes my daily time and sometimes i got swayed away with fb, rather than blogging.
HUH!

tapi, still it's merre decision heh,not tum ko kise.hehe

Monday, September 6, 2010

misses






salam.look, it's this picture again.ohh, i so miss school life.
n i noticed, i didn't have much pix during that time? what was i so busy doing huh?

hmmm....
time after time.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

sabar n ikhlas

salam

"sabar dan ikhlas" huhu..i got it from some movie.
hum, ckp senang la.but can we reallly do it? can i really do it?
it's very hard for me to say and do..
i know the rules, the borders and th elimits, but still i do it. it comes from the many manyyears of living. it didn't just happened yesterday, that i could simply forget and turn on a new leaf..
huhu, but ALLAH MAHA PENGAMPUN, so as hamba-NYA, i should be more willing to do anything..huhu
i know im not perfect, but i;ll try to do the same thing.
but, strong forces nak kena get rid off..wuhh! i actually have no idea pon on HOW?

hum, im just glad that sanity is still with me.

syukur.

taa

Saturday, September 4, 2010

u see im better and faster

DAY 1 starts!

u see....
today;s post is given the title of u see..
it's one of y-u-n-a's songs..
hehe
"smethng super"

hmm, today also, ill just would like to say, if i have the time, i'll stat to write from day 1.yehaaa...
erm, first and foremost, i HAVE tonnesof homeworks and up-coming tests! will i be able to cover everything by rays ends?
hum, i guesss so....cuti 2 minggu kot!!
heeh

n the lucky thing is that,i won;t be bak for raya. ( well, i hope so, of course)
bolehla siapkan kerje n all.

okaylah, gtg.

new day 4 meee
weee
alhmdulillah..


p/s, mailah gunakan msa yg ada lgi, dlm ramadhan ni..huhu
sdeynye, nk habes dahh...
aw...i think i havent done much yet..
masa mmg mencemburui aku ni kan? :((

Monday, August 30, 2010

u see

salam...hullo!
okay, this might be a very short post...
it's about cabaran yesterday, well, i managed to digg in some out of myself..oh thank god.
but then, i'm worried "dia" might loose control...awww...man, i seriously do not what to do...
YA, pls help me..
ya rabbal alamin...


okay that's it,
sleep tight burberryna!

P/s : if u who's reading this do not understand, it's okay, don;t panic.. i lik eto write out many MANY and MANY of subtle things..only close peeps digg it.. hihi
dun feel left out..haha..
:))


ily mm

Sunday, August 29, 2010

sleep

salam..hullo

sleeping for a long long time time is very tiring.
that's what i did today..i don;t what's got into me..
haha..but, now( after quite awhile), i feel more energetic..boleh la tolong2 mana yang patut..
but, seriously, i haven;t touch a single book yet..
o'oh.. yikes.
ada test hari khamis nih, will study during merdeka day , i supposed.
huhu

hmm, okay here's the thing, smlm i contacted a senior of mine, aww, die ni mmg dr dulu mcm one of my inspirations jugak la..hehe.kind of like an all rounder jugak.we've only met once but, still maintain contacted after my school days has past. alhamdulillah, i did'nt thought i could meet peeps like that. die ada lh bgtaw pasl cuti summer die baru2 ni, how sad was i to hr tht..it's similar to mine, but not that visible enough.
kit touch yeah FH

dia punya kisah agak sedih jugakla, but maybe that's because dia jauh dari rumah, so, xdapat tgk what's happening in Malaysia.
so, the point is, since i have the facilities and all the time and also the distance does not envy me, all i need is just to maintain my studies and the situation, RIGHT?
haha,well, it's essy to say , but nobody knows what's going on inside the cardiomorphic area of ours..hanya DIA yg MAHU MENGETAHUI.

urr, i hope i could be someone i'm not..which is a better person..

till then

Saturday, August 28, 2010

cabaran

salam...hullo.

i'm finally at home.
i've kind of wasted my time this morning, coz i was stucked to the laptop since after sahur..
i'm sorry i got carried away.hehe

i just re-vamped my blog, if u noticed, i changed the song too.
thanks to one of my friends' blog, i found this awesome song from opick.
yey...
thanks ipah n sumi, i saw this link from you guys punye blog.
i didn't know there is such a link.
so, to htose yg nk cri lagu2 mcm ni, just click the link yg ade blinking bars tu.

hmm, i'm very sad to hear this song....
i really hope to be a better person, i mean im human. not an angel.
im sorry pops, i didn't mean to hurt ur feelings this morning, but, it's just ur way of treating me is so different than any other person in this whole wide world. it's not that i do not care for you, it;s just, it's very hard.i hope i can accept u, just as u could have accepted me in the past 20 yrs of my living.
huhu




n dearest mmy n nee, i'll try hard to change myself. i know...you've told me like a zillion times... all i can say is i'll try as hard as u guys did..
ya rabbi, izinkanlahh aku kembali kpd-Mu

Thursday, August 26, 2010

weyyy

JB fever...bieber fever..her-her-her

dah

wehh penat...
i have got class at 8am tomorrow! yikes!!!
huhu..
at least im done picasa-ing..
ntah lawa ke x, i dun care :P

in the midst of the melati air

hai,,,salam.. :)
ehm, so, people, did you missed me? teehee :)yeah, i thought so.
i have not been around much.. honestly, i haven;t been around much around people too.
im having this situation or u may noe it as "having a complicated relationship-mcm dlm fb"...huhu

im not used to NOT being around crowwds and being loud, but, all of sudden i had to do this thing, which now has already turned into a lifestyle of mine due to some cicumstances. it made me realise the value of living better.
im so not me anymore..( except for the sleeping beauty part) bahahah..
it;s just that, i think im developing this skill or shall i say a new idea into my life..well, who doesnt want to become a better person, right?

hurm, anyhoots, i don't know how much longer will i be blogging here, it really sort of depends on my mood and the eagerness of me to write this piece of art.

as for now, i just hope dia okay. i cant live without you...
and, FYI, my holiday starts on the 4th...
will be spending more time dgn dia....
oh, my...
harap2lah, dpt tlg serba sedikit..


lastly, i'll continue in the next post.

tata :)

Thursday, June 3, 2010

dumbo jumbo

it's very irritating..
this thing isnt gonna work out for me..
till then
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

4get

hullo
im sort of into nerdy looks now..
gary n the polismn in 3dd n 1 mmy tu bestt
haha
chris martn xperlu ckp a..
but, single is ready to mingle..LOl

new to it...

formspring me? sape rase nk tnye, add me there..

mcQ

timun






lookkk..comel gle gmbr ni.
the guy thinks the baby is his, smpai kate baby, u'r cute like me ( the guy)

hhahaha...xsangke it'll be this funny funny!! wawawa

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

bodoh punye website

aaaa..i logged on to fb for just three freaking minutes! damn...kenape irresistable sgt niii..
ok fine, u must be tough aer! kena juga offf!!!
aaaaaa
i hate u..
lol

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

imy

hey loo..
i haf missed u so much mere blog heh..hehe...
but, id like to say i haf another 3 bloody weeks je lagi b4 a new semester begins, danggg :P
erm, n i have finally deactivated my facebk account. its driving me kinda crazy just going online every single day of my holiday for that not so illogical thing to do..
plus, i had once tried to add people randomly due to the boredom of fb-ing.
gosh, i need to tweet or blog or just surf the net once in awhile...
hee

till then..

now la..

okay, fyi, im already sleepy but i just had to post it out.
im going to go tomorrow, hope everything runs smoothly.insyaAllah :)
doakan kesejahteraan kamii..
cant say it out loud..or ill be in tears.huhu

i found this picture..ohhh


cumel kn? mien, afy, aer n mar..aww
miss u guys loads
xoxo